Gawd, i miss him so much! ~.~"

Let's see...i've had a lot of shit being forced to me today. I can't put up with this stress. I kno for sure [plz dun try to make me change my mind] that i'm:
UGLY [plz plz plz i beg u i kno i seriously look badd in those fotos],
FAT [can't realli fit into my mini dress - i got a big bum and flabs on my thighs :(], and
SUCH A HORRIBLE PERSON [tell me u've neva hated me for criticising any of u, for being rude to u, for being stuck-up\snob to u, for being a know-it-all, for being show off, or losing my temper too easily...i kno u could at least relate any one of these to me and kinda despise me for it as well. Beacuse i kno there must be some truth to this, a lot of people dislike me, i know]

I dunt need u to pull my leg saying all those nice things about me, i just realli wanna kno the truth! If i was everything u guys say, then why do people still turn away from me? Mike tells me, that's coz they're not interested? INTERESTED IN WAT? A relationship? I'm only trying to be friends :( Is that too much to ask for?? I seriously dun need u guys to say nice stuff about me [but thx all the same], i just wanna kno that ur here to support me and if possible, relate ur own problems with mine. I dun wanna feel superior\feel good about myseelf, i just wanna feel that most people are like me too - imperfect

Anywayz, i just feel realli unloved rite now...i need hugs people!!! :`( Noone even gave me any easter chochies *sniff sniff* People say im only trying to get the attention, but do they realli kno how i feel inside?? I'm over here choking on my tears, hitting myself phsyically coz im so unhappy with myself...and people think im here enjoying every attention i get. *sigh* Noone believes me then...

-Mis2in Him- U look so cute with that smile, dammit! x| Thanks for talking to me last nite!! *hugs* -Mis2in Him-