Liars....can't fool me

Bah...woke up @ 12pm today...coz i slept at 4am...wasn't realli able to fall asleep. I was just tossing & turning in my bed thinking about stuff...thinking of wat people had told me last nite. Were they even telling me the truth? Or were they just trying to make me feel better. Noone could've proved to me that they meant it, so I guess...i'm all back to my depressive mode again. Is it just me...or is everyone just NOT talk to me anymore? Problem with me is that I feel so alone...thinking that noone cares [coz most likely, none does]...and then, people try to put on a front when they talk to me, but deep down, behind that mask, are secrets of hate\vengeance\dislike for me...

Would it make a great difference, if i just hide myself away from the world? And allow myself to drown in this sorrow & anger that I feel? As I write this, noone in this world understands or know exactly how I feel at this very moment. They're all in their happi little worlds having the time of their life, while I sit here and wallow in my grief...noone cares to understand how I feel deep inside.

I'm not perfect, so why should u be? Everyone who's feeling happy now should burn til ur flesh melts, and ur bones turn to ashes...as I watch and laff at ur misfortunes...u guys make me sick