OMFG wat's up with me?!?!

Just got back from NB, and had only ONE drink...hehe. Waited for Liz & Clint for a while tho, but met lots of friends there, such as Kelly, Kev [wok], Sarah [Kev's gf], Momoko, Bin2 [omg, he's still as hot as he was back in high school] - he kept touching my waist all the time, and he pinched it too...tickles! *giggles real loud*, j0olian [doing the -peace- sign ^^v from the old clubbing days], sef [as usual - the orgasmic head rubbing], greg [gothic-kun^^], paulie [the cripwalker!! my lil bro], martinhz [lol dun need me dirty dancing wif u nemore eh? since u got a new b0o now :P], some of their friends, Nicky [OMG, haven't seen her since....agess - she's an NB promoter now?? O_O], and umm....Beej, Chung, Chung's gf and Matt [but they dun remember me nemore :( Bleh~]

Anywayzzzzzzzzzzzzzzzz.....fk, i just realise i like someone, he's sooooo cute - his face, his eyes, the way he talks; makes me feel so safe when im around him - but umm....i dun think he sees me the same way *shrugs* But he's realli nice to me tho!!! [arghhhh...i feel so happy & relaxed when im around him, not shy at all! how weird! and like, he's so cool about everything] Maybe my mind's playing up on me again, mebbe it's the ONE drink i had tonite? Or mebbe coz of the passive smoking of marijuana from my friend? Making me all light headed and loved up tonite? Wat's wrong wif me?!?!?! *sigh*

I just wanna say: "I blame u for making me fall for ur sense of mystery. The way u look life at ur godforsaken perspective. It intrigues me so much. I think i'm slowly and cautiously adoring u from a distance...makes me fall harder to wanna be with u. I just wished u'd know how I felt rite now. But instead, i'll just be rite here waiting...waiting for the day that u & me can be together. I dunno how long that will take, but I will continue to love noone but u. U make my world feel complete, and for once, meaningful...now all i need is for u to sense this chemistry between us...as our worlds join as ONE"

I dunno how im gonna act towards him now *argh* he makes my heartbeat go faster =X Like a rhythmic beat, the rocking of bodies in a heated sensual nite of passion. Faster & faster... O_O

Ok, im talking shit now...dunno wat's wrong wif me...such a trippa...i need sleep...latez!