Blood waterfalls
I'll only be dying just trying to live...
Life has its ups & downs, and sometimes I felt that my life should end anytime soon. But I would never expect what I wanted the most was also what i feared the most.
I had another nosebleed on Saturday nite. Stopped after about an hour or so. Not as bad as it used to be where blood would keep flowing non-stop for about an hour or more. Could be something I ate? Not sure. The only thing that popped up in my mind was The Ring concept where the lady who watched the video copped a nosebleed when she realised she was about to die. My mind went kinda queesy and I swore I would've made a huge ruckus about it if I wasn't dying of hunger. I grabbed an apple that i thought might cool down my body and probably make the blood stop dripping. Ben even offered to lick it up ~.~"
Woke up this morning when i tasted blood in my mouth. Yea, u guessed it...yet anotha nosebleed. I had my air cooler on, so it was a mystery how I could've copped a nosebleed at such cool temperature. I lay there with my head tilted up as I wondered how long this blood flow would last. When it didn't stop, I walked over to my desk and grabbed some tissues and pinched my nose with it, then went back to sleep. I was REALLI tired but the tissue was annoying as it is that i couldn't sleep without the discomfort of it. Turned my head to the side and checked my clock. 6:58am. Damn! Only 2 mins of snooze time, not worth it. So got up & got dressed. Made breakfast and headed to uni. Lecture was boring today. [Knew I shoulda just spent my day working on my assignment due Wednesday!] Oh well...told myself Im not jumping on the net til i get about AT LEAST half done today...so most likely not going on AT ALL.
That's it for now...
P.S. Mr Weird0 spoke to me yesterday...he seems to be stronger than i am rite now. He's even encouraging me to fight this war we're in...? O_o
Life has its ups & downs, and sometimes I felt that my life should end anytime soon. But I would never expect what I wanted the most was also what i feared the most.
I had another nosebleed on Saturday nite. Stopped after about an hour or so. Not as bad as it used to be where blood would keep flowing non-stop for about an hour or more. Could be something I ate? Not sure. The only thing that popped up in my mind was The Ring concept where the lady who watched the video copped a nosebleed when she realised she was about to die. My mind went kinda queesy and I swore I would've made a huge ruckus about it if I wasn't dying of hunger. I grabbed an apple that i thought might cool down my body and probably make the blood stop dripping. Ben even offered to lick it up ~.~"
Woke up this morning when i tasted blood in my mouth. Yea, u guessed it...yet anotha nosebleed. I had my air cooler on, so it was a mystery how I could've copped a nosebleed at such cool temperature. I lay there with my head tilted up as I wondered how long this blood flow would last. When it didn't stop, I walked over to my desk and grabbed some tissues and pinched my nose with it, then went back to sleep. I was REALLI tired but the tissue was annoying as it is that i couldn't sleep without the discomfort of it. Turned my head to the side and checked my clock. 6:58am. Damn! Only 2 mins of snooze time, not worth it. So got up & got dressed. Made breakfast and headed to uni. Lecture was boring today. [Knew I shoulda just spent my day working on my assignment due Wednesday!] Oh well...told myself Im not jumping on the net til i get about AT LEAST half done today...so most likely not going on AT ALL.
That's it for now...
P.S. Mr Weird0 spoke to me yesterday...he seems to be stronger than i am rite now. He's even encouraging me to fight this war we're in...? O_o
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