Yea...my mum's a bitch.
My mum is like the biggest bitch ever. I'm not joking. She likes to bitch me around, and bitch about me in my face. She has a tendency to insult me no matter where we are. She's so oblivious about her actions or the things she says. It's depressing. I think she takes pleasure in seeing me helpless and distressed. That could probably be one of her 'feel good' solutions when she's the tiniest bit agitated. So she takes it out on me. Strangely enough, I'm the only person/child she ever does it to. No wonder all my sisters turned out like her. There's no denying that they have the obvious flawed quality that of my 'mother'. In fact, I'm not sure if she's even my real mum. I mean, what kinda mum would ever be so harsh to their own child? She goes to me if I wanted to kill myself, i Should do it now so I don't have to waste more of her money on food/accomodation/stuff. Like WTF?
A self-proclaimed 'Christian' like her, makes me question about her faith or the religion on its own. How could someone who should be full-of-love be so evil & scheming. Hasn't God bestow upon justice on those who actualli need them. I kno I don't. I'm not the one degrading someone else. I'm not the one abusing my power over someone else. I'm not the one forcefully demoralising someone else. I mean, seriously. Where's the justice? This world is fucked up, and we all know it. If God realli existed, then I wouldn't be in so much anguish & pain.
11:31p.m
FUCK YOU BITCH! *urgh* i'm still not quite satisfied with this vent of anger. I realli realli feel like punching her teeth in. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
For a couple packs of Coles salami, she had to be a total bitch to me about it. Geee...tells u that she prizes the salami over me. Now, THAT's fucked. It's people like her that creates war in the world....if there were just less of people like her, the world would be a eutopia. God, people dont have to suffer from any bitch's wrath.
12:00a.m.
U kno there's a realli good description about how she bitches. The way she acts, it's as if I stole her husband or something. That type of bitching. But the thought of it just grosses me out at the same time.
Oh, and I think i should go into anorexia mode. Too fat now. Not sure how long I'll last, but I need to get at least one part of my life that is able to keep me happy. Might as well be my body.
A self-proclaimed 'Christian' like her, makes me question about her faith or the religion on its own. How could someone who should be full-of-love be so evil & scheming. Hasn't God bestow upon justice on those who actualli need them. I kno I don't. I'm not the one degrading someone else. I'm not the one abusing my power over someone else. I'm not the one forcefully demoralising someone else. I mean, seriously. Where's the justice? This world is fucked up, and we all know it. If God realli existed, then I wouldn't be in so much anguish & pain.
11:31p.m
FUCK YOU BITCH! *urgh* i'm still not quite satisfied with this vent of anger. I realli realli feel like punching her teeth in. ARGHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHHH
For a couple packs of Coles salami, she had to be a total bitch to me about it. Geee...tells u that she prizes the salami over me. Now, THAT's fucked. It's people like her that creates war in the world....if there were just less of people like her, the world would be a eutopia. God, people dont have to suffer from any bitch's wrath.
12:00a.m.
U kno there's a realli good description about how she bitches. The way she acts, it's as if I stole her husband or something. That type of bitching. But the thought of it just grosses me out at the same time.
Oh, and I think i should go into anorexia mode. Too fat now. Not sure how long I'll last, but I need to get at least one part of my life that is able to keep me happy. Might as well be my body.
posted by maiko at 10:16:00 pm
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